The realisation is very sudden. But the process to get here, to the point of no dreams, was gradual. A gradual wearing down by reality, disappointment and acceptance.
It happened while he wasn't watching. While he was distracted by life - both the joyous moments, and the ones that refused to share his attention.
Now that he is aware, he remembers more clearly. The dreams of romance, of being the boss, of self-pride, awaken gently and energise him.
- When he eats too slowly,
- When he uses too much oil,
- When he uses too many plates,
- When he doesn't turn his socks inside out,
- When he doesn't say anything?
- When he's gone.
It's over. Not everyone likes the way it ended, but I love it.
Thank you for introducing me to Will, Lucas, Mike, Dustin, Steve, Hop, Nancy, Robin, Erica, Eddie and Murray. It is nice to see the kids grow up, change, become stronger, and live.
Thank you for the shared memories in Japan, with the little man. I believe.
I'll come back to Hawkins regularly.
Thank you for being such an awesome daddy. I know you are not perfect but you are still Awesome Sauce (copyright @Toby D). I know sometimes I am like super annoying your har. I am sorry for that, but, I am trying my best to change. I know you are to.
Thank you for being such a wonderful hubby and daddy. You are always so supportive and loving. I truly wish that you find joy and happiness in life. It pains me to see you so stressed up by works. Hope that you have a wonderful birthday and year 2025.
